I just wan to b miself

2010-02-27T00:48:00.003+08:00

wo ai ni thongkaiwen. Missing you now, ALOT :D
sorry for disapointing u just now, BUT I MISS U TOO M UCH, LETS GO OUT LATER:D really miss u. ok ? meet at MS at 3:D wo ai ni. cya later ok? missing ya till then. will be blogging more:D i promise. thong kai wen, i love you.

Happy 19th birthday my lovely girl :)

2010-01-10T22:50:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY THONGKAIWEN :D my dearest girl :)
Today woke up at 8+ , LOL , took a cab down to tampines, planning to suprise my dear girl.Then bought cake and was holding the present for her. LOL , waiting 1 stairs upstaris her house waiting to suprise her. But sadly she was with her brother, didnt dare go suprise her, was thinking for her to go bus stop, then i surprise her. So i ran with the cake in hand and monkey in another to the church bus stop from the back :) then lighted up the candle and was peeping to see if she was at the bus stop, then i ran to the bus stop. thinking to suprise her and sing bday song , sadly she wasnt there. Then msg her and then i knew she was n bus already=(
BUT I DIDNT WANNA GIVE UP, I WANNA SUPRISE HER NO MATTER WHAT, so i took a cab hoping to overtake her, LOL , sounds dumb, but really thought of that. But in the end, told her to get off bus. Then talked alot of crap, saying i needed time to get ready and stuff, then asked her which bus stop she was at,"bedok reserviour" LOL. so i stopped the cab abit behind the bus stop she said she was at, then i hid behind trees going slowly infront to surprise her. BUT SADLY , she wasnt there? OMG
So i ran to the next bus stop, but i didnt want her to see me, so i took a cab half way to the road behind the bus stop. Wanting to suprise her, so i walked through the bus stop, and she wasnt there. So i called her, and while calling her, she said she really was a bedok reserviour bus stop, so i ran back to the bedok reserviour bus stop, but she wasnt there, but THANK GOD, i saw a bus 59 on the sign. So i decided to take the bus, and surprise her on the bus. BUT OMG , my ez-link had no $ and i dropped my coins in my wallet while running.
BUT I DIDNT WANNA GIVE UP, I WANNA SUPRISE HER NO MATTER WHAT, so i exchanged notes for coins with a person in the bus stop, and i saw bus 59. YEAH, finally. so i took the bus and sat right in front. and i called my girl, we talked awhile and she said she saw bus 59 and she was happy, i was happy too! cause i saw her on the bus stop.
Then she came in the bus looking blur, looking for a seat at the back. Then i pulled her arm over to my seat. and she was shocked. YEAH!, suprise succeeded :)
Wished her happy birthday and gave her the present(: it was wonderful to see the delightful smile on her face (: then i realised , no matter how far and hard i ran, just by seeing your smile, im back to the energetic me :D i love you girl (:
Then , we stopped at toapayoh, MRT to AMK. NTUC to buy food to cook for her(:
bought many stuff, then off to my house to cook, cook omelette for her, then cook rice, BUT COOKED WRONG RICE, cooked glutinous rice. LOL then in the end got to cook some fried rice for my girl(: then off to eat dinner with her family,then off to her house:D webcamed photos. then slack awhile and off to home:D
i really love her, looked through all your photos in fb just now girl (: im willing to go the distance for you, and do anything for you, as i really love you (:

Dedicated to my dearest girl :D

2010-01-07T03:15:00.002+08:00

I love her , i miss her. Shes wonderful, our 4th month coming soon, and i know we have many more wonderful times ahead of us (: our love story will get longer and longer, i love you till the mountains crumble and earth shackles (: I promise to be there for u forever and ever :) i love you

First post of the year.

2010-01-07T01:08:00.003+08:00

Lost direction in life , may God bring my back on path.
But learned many things in the year of 2009, met some really nice pple,church,though went for a few times only.

CMCC - really nice pple there, improved my singing by miles there, gotta thank them. EMOS bros too :D miss them. Then becoming a freshie head there,LOL, though it was just some joke. Took it seriously,asked a few pple to come k mob and stuff, recruited about6 pple to cmcc too :D then being an emcee for DND, even didnt really do well for it. I guess nearly everyone had fun:D Now being in the main performance team for AP, gonna give my best to make this performance a GREAT or not a wonderful one. Lastly ,gotta thank my sec sch fren yanglin for bringing me to this wonderful club :D

Then joining Music Story , nice and helpful pple there too. Although no longer learning from there anymore, reached the semis and then revival round of their competition, namely MS PK IDOL, music story PK idol :D can fei in quarters - 22/30 fangshen- 21/30 . Then to revival round , sang yuan liang wo , super hard song, impossible to be revived with my marks , 137+/200 lowest there. But its ok , pple learn from mistakes and i guess i did, not to overestimate my singing abilities. (:

Then meeting new classmates during April , really funny pple. But changing class every sem, so its kinda sad. But gonna treasure every1 i see now , enjoy life, take things seriously, everything! Dont procrastinate ! FOR THIS YEAR and the next :D

Every moment in life can be a very wonderful moment, it depends on how u change it and enjoy the moment :D SMILE ALWAYS AND BE HAPPY :D ENJOY LIFE :D

CELEBRATING OUR BELATED 3rd MONTH on 12dec2009

2009-12-13T00:42:00.002+08:00

Today met my girl at the coffee shop near her house at about 4pm , then off we go to changi village to have a nice meal and to enjoy the sunset together and most importantly to celebrate our 3rd month. Prepared 3 gifts for her :D 1: Our love story in a book , a card , and 1 box of chocolates :D
Then we went to the beach enjoy the scenery , but we decided to sit down . then we started exchanging gifts :D LOL , i showed her my love story book , then i saw my sweetie , smiling cheekly , then she showed me hers , LOL , we did almost the same thing , she did a book of our love story , i did it too ! LOL , but she made hers , i bought a book :D then a picture inside of us that she drew , was similiar to a picture i drew in my card , LOL ! This is really called understanding my girl , we understand each other alot :D Both of us that we drew wore the same shirt :D LOL ,, thats cute. then off to changi village market to eat.
Ordered many stuff , prawn ,satayt chicken wing bla bla bla , spent alot , but its all worth it for the sake of our stomach ! :D Then back to the beach , but didnt get to see the sunset. Next time ok my girl , at east coast :D then we sat down on the beach , talking bout our old times , like an old couple reminiscing :D Its good , to talk bout it , to remember the old times :D
Then we walked on the beach , then sat on a bench and took many photos , some can be seen on our blog :D http://www.leoandkiwitgt4eva.blogspot.com/ :D do take a look
Then at about 945 , after looking at the stars and talking bout the old times , we left for the bus stop , and walked to her house. Im not going to see her for 3 days after today , Hais , gonna miss her. Had a really happy , sweet , memorable time with you today sweetie , i`ll miss you. My wonderful sweetie , I love you <3

Really wonderful day today , I love her :D

Cya all
Leonard :D
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2009-12-07T23:32:00.001+08:00

Sometimes when u really look back and how bad u treated a person , and how u lied , u just feel so disgusted at yourself.

Hais , loser in life.

2009-12-07T23:28:00.000+08:00

Im such a loser, cant do anything right , loser who cant consider others feelings , i suck .

What happened on sat and sun :D

2009-12-06T22:49:00.002+08:00

Sat was a great day . spent with my wonderful , though we both fell sick and different times , LOL , but we took really great care of each other , and our sickness healed :D wanna thank my sweetie for taking such good care of me :D made me felt like the happiest and most fortunate sick person on earth ! LOL . i love her , i really do .

TODAY : sunday , bad day .

really bad day , went down to ms at 1 plus , then found out my revival round competition was today ?! WTF? Thought it was like 10dec , but they changed it last minute , w/o even contacting me ? Hais , super fucking last minute then i knew the competition date. Just chose my song on fri , w/o even knowing the song well . and i just heard the minus 1 TODAY ! seriously , wtf . That sucks , competition at 7 , finished singing class at 3 , exam tml w/o even close to studying hard . Totally lost . I just told them to send the minus 1 to my email , and i rushed home to study and listen to the minus 1 . Cabbed down at 6+ then listened to others and sat at around 8 , sang like crap , didnt get into the finals . Yea, thats all . then cabbed back home to study .

Hais , theres my first singing competition , ending like that . Its ok , will do better next time and sing well :D

time to really take everything in my life seriously now ! No more procrastination :D
Alright study time , tml exam :D came here to complain awhile :D

CYA ,
Leonard :D
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December - new month , new beggining , but last month of this year 2009

2009-12-03T18:11:00.004+08:00

This year is ending , many things have changed from 2008 to 2009 . Repeating modules , changing class every sem , then joining CMCC meeting some really cool peeps , then MS , then meeting my wonderful girl :D

Sometimes its good to reflect once in awhile , and see what you`ve done wrong in the past.

Its time to change , take on more responsibilty as an 18 year old guy , caring more about other people`s feelings. Not being so selfless everytime.

Organise my time better , between friends , family , my girl , singing , studies , God . Everything. Not hope that everything just falls in place for me, put more effort in everything. Striving for a better life.

Time to think of the future , of my studies , and not just think bout having fun everyday without thinking of the consequences and thinking bout others feelings. Gonna treasure and cherish everyone i see now. Time to really make a big change.

Sorry to always make u always worry , i promise to change , to be more dependable and less troule causing , im sorry .

Also time to treat everyone better , love your neighbour as yourself , gonna treat everyone well .

But shes always gonna be my only one :D

End of reflection
TIME TO STUDY :D

CYA PEEPS :D
Leonard :D
<3 her

27 nov 09 , hari raya haji + day out with sweetie

2009-11-27T21:26:00.002+08:00

Met my girl at marina square about 2 plus , WOW , saw a big change in her till damn beautiful, till i joked that she wasnt my gf :D LOL . love her lots .
THen MOVIE , watched GOKUSEN :D nice touching funny show ! lol. then jacks place to eat and then to sent her home :D
Gonna miss her lots after tml , hope tml can come faster . Love my sweetie :D

Signing off ,|
dranoel :D
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ITS A LONG TIME SINCED I BLOGGED ( LIKE SERIOUSLY) :D

2009-11-24T01:09:00.002+08:00

Its been a while , firstly wanna thank my sweetie thongkai wen for this lovely blog . sorry for not posting for such a long time . kinda busy
first time posting in my new home :D stayed here for 2 weeks ++ already .

anyway , lost in my competition on Sun , lost by 3 points .......... =( big gap . At least i got to the semis , first competition , great experience :D thank you my lovely sweetie for coming to support me , bad song to sing though .

Many things happened on Sun , bad phlegm day again , will wait for the ring forever sweetie . what happened on Sun made me love ya more , made our relationship stronger :D 080909 till eternity sweetie .<3

Dinner and Dance Oct 24 :D

2009-10-25T12:48:00.002+08:00

wow , what a blast :D

dinner and dance yesterday was fun , fetched darling on a cab in amk then back to my house to put her stuff and get ready for DND :D so , ate lunch cooked by my grandma , then got everything ready , then my dad fetch us to kallang CC , insthe was ark cafe , the venue of our annual CMCC DND :D

me and darling went in the cafe wearing the formal stuff , but the rest was still in their cmcc tee ! LOL , omg :D then i practiced my emcee-ing stuff with evelyn and then my performance with darling :D
then at 6+ the DND STARTED :D
my performance with darling was cool and sweet

MR and Ms CMCC was funny !

Emcee-ing this event with evelyn was great and fun!
thanks everyone who came and made this event possible :D

PK IDOL (MUSIC STORY) :D

2009-10-11T23:59:00.002+08:00

today reached home at 3+ from camp , bathe and went out to MUSIC STORY (my music school in outram park :D ) went for my class at 4 , reached at 430 though =( then tommy teacher told me to practice my song , can fei by wu ke qun for the competition later on at 7 , a PK type .
went to fetch darling from outram mrt at 5+ , thanks lovely girl , for coming to support me , ur presence brought my singing level to greater heights :D we went to a palce to eat , then off to my sch to prepare :D then off we go . we were supposed to pick a person to sing next , AND MY CLASSMATE CHOSE ME :D sabo ah :d , lol , then i went on stage to pick my opponent , picked a guy who was quite a long timer at music story , knew many pple there , whereas i just joined MS like july , 3 months le :D
i sang can fei , he sang wo hui hao hao guo , and in the end , we both got 22 points out of 30 each :D and we both got through :D if we both got 21 , we would both be out , so , lucky yea :D
then off to send darling home , love her lots :D could never have sang well w/o her , thanks dear :D

MY BIRTHDAY , FINALLY 18 :D

2009-10-06T23:11:00.002+08:00

today woke up , WANNA THANK EVERYONE WHO WISHED ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY NO MATTER IN FB MSN OR PHONE :D THANKS ALL :D
MOST IMPORTANTLY , THANK YOU MY DARLING THONG KAI WEN , for celebrating my 18th bday with me :D and love the sweet presents dear :D went to esplanade , then , back to AMK , then my homE :D went my house playground awhile , LOL , then back to ny house , only my mum and sis at home twins sis and dad outside . Shortly after that whole family home le , then give my darling eat fried rice :D then next stop of meeting my family , we went to my grandma house , also in AMK , but only my grandma there , grandpa in hospital , HOPE HE GETS WELL SOON , and faster discharge from hospital ,can intro my dear le :D
Now at darlings house , leaving soon , wanna thank her 1 last time for making such lovely presents , was really touched :D LOVE YOU ALWAYS MY DARLING :D

Signing off
dranoel :D
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What happened between the last few days :D

2009-10-04T00:51:00.002+08:00

30sep - 02 oct was a performance workshop from cmcc , most of our cmcc peeps were split up , left me renjie milo grace in our yellow group , the first day was damn cool , our group was fun , all quite enthu bout the live band stuff , stayed back awhile for the first day :D

1 oct , our group had to split up into diff categories , me yanzi , nicholas wanted to join the singing and live band together , but we had to choose 1 only , so i went to singing and they went to live band =( . But the musical was cool , it was me renjie milo and weiquan . We wanted to sing the band Blue`s song , but Ms jo told us to go for uptown girl , a more upbeat song :D

2 oct , performance day i was late by 1 hour , renjie 1 half hour . We immediately practiced hard on our uptown girl . We wanted to do dance steps , but in the end. I decided to engage the audience more and they agreed . We rehearsed 2 times , 1 on stage and 1 in class . Then everything went quite smoothly , went down to stage for actual performance . Group 1 performed , then we went back stage to perform . Our YCK boy (our 4 man group name) uptown girls performed first , wooow! super fun , i jumped out of the stage to the audience first , they followed after , i started go around crazily shaking the audiences hands and hi5 around , super fun :D then up to drama pples turn , they rocked to , then magician , then our batustones ( liveband name ) we ROCKED THE STAGE , we ended with a tribal like dance :D then after that annoucements of results , OUR GROUP WON :D with a score of 81 beating the other 2 groups with scores of 70 and 60something . WOOOW :D super happy , they said they will ask us to perform outside , loved that :D love our enthu group :D thanks darling for supporting me there under the hot sun , love ya :D took pictures after that :D then k mob!

3 oct , was gonna celebrate milo bday , meeting at 130pm at city hall , was late , then wanted to go at 230 , then bad headache when outside mrt , decided not to go , called milo . then ren jie called me back shortly after , telling me to go for dinner , i agreed and went to view my new rental house in AMK :D nice place , nice swimming pool :D then went home to eat and then off to city hall to meet then . Meanwhile , was still constantly msging darling , asking her bout her day in her grandparents house making mooncakes , she still told me she will eat alot there and mooncakes was for praying , i walked and walked and saw them . didnt see ren jie , then renjie came along talked to him awhile and he seemed nervous ! LOL . IMPORTANT MOMENT , then my darling , who was supposed to be at her grandmas house making mooncakes , hit me at my back , and SUPRISE , the whole thing was a suprise , love the way she lied bout it and the suprise :D super sweeet . then , suprise bday cake later , and celebration :D thanks cmcc peeps :D went to fountain of wealth , prayed for other stuff but who cares ? then off to sent darling home .
WONDERFUL DAY , couldnt have happened w/o my lovely darling , thanks for the lovely suprise , ur presence meant the world to me . Thank you darling , for making today wonderful , and making eveyday colourful with you :D i swear to love u always , now and forever .

signing off ,
dranoel :D
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2009-09-24T21:59:00.003+08:00

Now at darling house :D just celebrated her mum`s bday :D chipped in for the fruit cake , wished her mum tian tian jian kang , LOL .
Then tues wear blazer + short pants go yuki yaki eat , LOL , alot pple say weird and CRAZY =( OMG , the bear with strawberry which i spent 25$ was GONE ,den went to yuki yaki eat after going arcade , decide to eat first w/o renjie and sky , got ks isaac huiyun and grace , then van called me , then she join us shortly after that :D then we went eat ice cream , then my darling suprised me with her clique outside , like about 7 girls + , immediately took my blazer ,( took it off cause too hot) :D , took le blazer ran out , then intro myself to them , they 7 pple slowly intro themself 1by1 , couldnt remeber their names omg , was like i took jane as grace , si rong as jun rong , bla bla bla =( super bad STM , need darling remind me for like 6-7 times and they intro themselves also for 6-7 times LOL , finally got it after 6 ttime :D
then go arcade , pool and off to send huiyun to bus stop , and me renjie sky took 162M direct to my house and they stop at AMK cab home :D lalala , thats all :D

Signing off ,
Dranoel :D

Day out with darling:D

2009-09-19T20:12:00.002+08:00

lalalala~ left sembawang at 3am+ then take cab home , reach home at 4am , felt hungry so went cook some noodles , LOL .. Then , woke up at 11+ , ate abit then off i go to meet my darling:D

LOL , first stop was soft toy shop , continued trying to get the soft toy which sky wanted to take last mon , he spent 15$ , i spent 25$ , LOL , nearly got it 1 time , drop in to the hole once halfway , but couldnt oush it down after that =( . Sorry sky . Then we went arcade to play HOD 2 , china game ,daytona . then off to esplanade , saw a young girl about 8-9 years old with an extremely protuding ball like thingy with the size of a soccer ball which was her tummy , LOL . Her pose was like a pregnant women supporting her back , LOL . Then back to buy phobia 2 tix , after much persuading . Then went back to arcade after we bought tix , played awhile then back to cinema. LOL , during movie , was damn scared at the first story , sound effects damn scary and loud , 2nd story funny + scary . 3rd is not scary at all , like resident evil , LOL . 4th is not scary but sad and emotional . Last story damn funny , dont wanna spoil anything , advisable to go watch :D 8/10 stars :D went dinner and here i am at her house :d thats all .

signing off ,
dranoel:D

2009-09-12T22:22:00.002+08:00

Officially the first time posting here :D

Gotta thank my wonderful darling for helping me set up my blog , totally love this layout :D

Gonna post more often soon , cause i really love this wonderful blog done by my lovely darling

Love,
dranoel
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Set up a blog

2009-09-09T22:44:00.000+08:00

Yoyoyo!!!

Kiwi here..

Help Leonard set up his blog.. hehe!!! =)

Hopefully he will update often la!! if not... Ask him to update more!!! =)

Shall wait for him to offically write sth on his blog!! =)